*short note*

life's pretty shit rite now.feeling lifeless,alone and unwanted..leave me alone..let me feel that i'm rite about being alone..
















p/s:isn't there anyone out there who really cares anymore?if so,thank you and if no,then have a great day..

*warning and notification to the frens in Malaysia*

Guys!beware of recent car theft back in Malaysia alrite!juz recently on the 19th of March, a civic eg number plate wfc 400 was stolen from him and then juz exactly ten days later,another civic ek that belongs to another fren of mine number plate weq 3366 was stolen from him and both happened rite outside their houses.so guys!plz be very careful!from more info and tribute to these two beautiful cars,click here!

in the mean time these are sum photos on the EK and EG..!


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and seriously guys!take a really good care of ur car now!dun let it be too late to be saved..

*dedicated to charmaine wong*

nah!!!!here u go charmaine wong!dun tell me u wont read my blog cuz its all filled up wif things about me n my gf lor!!!damn evil rite u!lolz..now i see wat else u have to say..

*the return of poolerbuoy*

its been really long since poolerbuoy.blogspot.com has been updated and i think that its time this particular blog of my life shud be updated constantly.just a few condition to add to it though.

number 1,this blog is to be privatized soon.the main reason behind it is becuz of the constant annoying anon appearing on my particular blog without any invitation.god knows who the son-of-a-bitch/slutty bitch is but i swear to god if i ever find out who he/she is,that particular anon will regret his/her every action.why comment when it has got nothing to do with you?i guess sum ppl juz doesnt have the chance to have an enjoyable life other than to make others horrible.as if making constant appearance in my blog isnt enuff,he/she muz also harrass my girl that it hurts so bad,she had decided to make her blog a private one.

number 2,theres no point in making it public to those ppl whom has got nothing to do with my blog posting.to those whom has been constant good behaved reader of my blog,plz email me ur email add and i will forward an invitation to you to access poolerbuoy.blogspot.com.

the other things is that the name of the blog will be changed to theverypoolerbuoybaby.blogspot.com.dun ask why but i juz thought it would sound better.lolz..anyways,getting back to the update and wat has been happening since the previous update..

went back to m'sia,took summer course back at metro(the place i missed the most),spending 99% of the time wif baby boo,went on a very very memorable trip wif baby boo to phuket(and we are DEFINITELY planning to go back there soon,very very soon..bb,i promise u that we'll get there sooner than u think we will be..),met up wif the mmec boys,reunited wif my mezz cue after so long(its on the way to perth to be reunited wif me again),spent christmas wif bb angel,baby boo and also superalvin,had an awesome chinese new year,put on 20+ kg,met new and wonderful frens along the way,has bits of ups and downs and also loads other stuffs..coming back to perth,juz to discover 3 frens that i never thought i would ever met.

daniel,kenny alex;thanks for the wonderful frenship i'm enjoying rite now and god bless u guys..spending almost everyday since the day we met each other(except for daniel where i knew him back at metro) has been a lil gay but it was fun..lolz..all the ups and laughters and jokes and playfullness and also fun has been great..these ppl has made me take my mind off baby boo(not really) or else i would be rotting at home being heartbroken and stuffs..

other than that,its the easter hols,went to cottesloe beach,swan valley(choc factory,vineyard, whiteman(wildlife) park) and we are heading down to mandurah and rockingham for the omellette and also the penguin island and also other amazing shits of perth..lolz..enuff talking,pictures galore coming up..


done by baby boo..beautiful and sweet isnt it?loving u dear..


the missus,the mister,and the "bitch" =P


the image painted a thousand words.. =)


at palette pallette


the rose that symbolizes my love for you..


the last photo together b4 heading back down under


the one and only that holds the keys to my heart,soul and mind..


our "baby" together.


the beautiful couple,everlasting and eternal love..


the hungry bear


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and finally,Yours truly



thats all for now and the moment..btw,have u guys read a book by cecelia ahern titled "p/s i love you"?to those who hasnt,plz read it..to those who has,i hope that the book change the way u look at life and love,sweetness and the bitterness of it,living with and without ur loved ones and what life will be if we lose our better half.it changed me.and i can only thank 3 person for changing me..number one,god himself for giving me the chance to read it.number 2 the author herself that wrote this wonderful book that was made into a motion picture which i havent had the chance to watch yet but if you do get the chance,watch it n tell me how it was..the third and last person that i would like to thank is the person that passed this book to me,the person who persuaded me to act read the book,which i'm glad i did,and that person is my lil baby boo..

baby boo,thanks for not giving up on me when times get hard,thanks for stil loving even though knowing my weaknesses and strengths,thanks for still willing to give me chances after chances even though i never knew how to appreciate it till i read the book,thanks for all the sacrifices and suffering you had to endure just by loving me.like i told you(baby boo) before,i read the book the moment i entered the terminal after saying goodbye to you.i cried at every chapter i turned to(i'm not embarrassed to admit that i did),missing u and wishing that you would be there at every step i take,everywhere i turn and go,and everytime i cried i wished that you were there to take me in ur arms,wiping my tears away and whispering to me in my ears saying that everything will be alrite and nothing will happen..baby boo,i love you,and i really mean it..i love you with every breath i take and every step i walked..i love you darling,and i would want to spend every single moment of my entire life loving and being loved by you..thank you for everything and i juz wanna say that i love you..


the kisses and smiles that brought and kept us together..


baby,here's a video for you,a song which i'm still trying to learn to sing so taht i can sing it for u when i get back..lolz..i hope u love it and all i wanna say is that....


Gary Chao Ge - Count till five and promise me ( 数到五答应我)...


"Di yi chi kan jien ni jiu wei ni xing dong Chong ming de wo, zhen neng gou rang ni zhou
Di er chi kan jien ni wo ji ran shi kong, shi wo de chuo ching ni yuen liang wo
Di san chi kan jien ni xiang yao gao shu ni wo zhen de ai ni shi zhen de ai ni
Di shi chi kan jian ni wo you sie yao chiu xi wang ni neng go an an jing jing de ling ding

Yi rang wo bao hu ni
Er rang wo zhao gu ni
San shuo you de yao chiu bu neng dang zhuo you xi
Shi jie shou je ming yuen
Wu yong yuen bu fen li
Zhui hou yi ge, yi ding yao shuo ni yuen yi..."


p/s:i love you.. =)

*correction*

Lily saw my post and she blasted me for that.No,it wasn't because of me de-faming her,but it was beacuse of Tim Danker..

Yup,i got blasted because i forgotten Tim's actual nick name..Tim i'm sorry..sincerest aoplogies.

according to Lily,Timothy Danker is not know as riceboy,but known more commonly as thumbelina dongkerbell and also Timoly(lil'y personal name for him)..Tim,anything do not look for me.look for lily instead..she's responsible for everything said and done here..


p/s:Tim's also known as nam heong..peace..

*You're still the one*

You're still the one
that i want to love forever and ever..

You're still the one
that i want to wake up with every morning
and snuggle up with every nite,
the one i would want to share my dreams with..

You're still the one
that i want to build castle in the air with,
the one whose hand i hold when i;m afraid,
whose soulders i lean on when i need support..

You're still the one
i want to encourage to make you own dreams come true,
the one i want to comfort when you need a source of strenth
and the one i always want to hold close to my heart.

You're stil the one,
was the one,
forever the one,
and the only one that i want to love forever..

You're still the one..



-Renee Duvell-

p/s:i love you.. =)

*that time of the semester*

Its that time of the semester again where clubs and pubs will not be the hottest hanging out spot,the library and McD becomes the lastest(and for a short period of time) place where we all will be sitting and stressing over shits(exams),where the books and lecture notes will be our best frens,where the librarian will seem to look so familiar that you'll be thinking "is she the new librarian",the time where we will all be so stressed up to the point that our head tells us to call it quits and its time to relax and where we all bitch about all these exams and tell ourselves "if only i went for tuts and lectures and paid more attention in classes,all these stressful shit would never happen..." and all those stuffs.

yup,its the exams period once again.to me,nothing changed although i'm in Perth.Books are stil my new-and-soon-to-be divorced new frens,library has been my favourite hanging out spot,where i curse my arse off on this and that and bitch about this and that once again.i spent more money on Red Bull,coffees,tea and cigg rather than food.at least i know that this is the best diet plan that i can reconsider in the near future.

the only diff is that i miss certain things that i used to do during these times.back then,at these time,i would be in McD studying my arse off,asking thee khye and jason to teman me at McD's,where we'll spend hours talking bout nothing but shits that has absolutely nothing to do with the exams and then talking and boasting bout how we would trash each other arses on the fossball table and pool table.i remembered semesters back(when i was stil in metro),stil fresh from organising autofiesta,i was so screwed.i stressed myself up but enjoyed myself at the same times because of the great companionships i had at the particular time.

thee khye and jason(the inseparable couple) would be talking and shooting each other wif stuffs and shit and comparing their ability and skills in playing dota.Sean,Tim and marco and nick will be calling each other names.tim(rice boy),marco(the president),sean(the VP), and nick(wats ur nick name again?sorry i forgotten..wait!you didnt have any do you?) would be going at war with each other about the thespians and the infamous klang-subang war.derek(ho-ho-ho) will always(and forever) be late for appointment.Derek,i think you shud be given an award,an award meant for those whom are so patriotic.Derek,if other ppl are still trying to define malaysian,all they have to do is look you up and they will find the answer.with the malaysian timing that you always practise,you are a true malaysian.

the MMEC boys are unforgetttable as well.the botak fella always yelling and screaming(juz kidding bai yi!) at us,chandra the blur stoned look on his face whenever u see him in the morning,eddy yee(the new mr. tan) always taking so much good perfect care for his car,benson will be talking bout nothing but exhibitors for 99% of the time i saw him,then tim will be smoking and puffing away with his malboro lights,derek(as said,malaysian timing),justin talking bout every single thing under the sun,lily(the legendary lily,i juz cant missed her) the alcoholic girl going crazy when she sees beer,sharyl(the founder and the president of tHE AAC blog and society and also the lifetime president for the A.S.G.O club.sharyl,drop a line if u duno wat A.S.G.O is),ALWAYS whining and complaining about every single thing(but she's just adorable),nick always serious about his job as though its a matter of life and death,and who else?to those that i did not mentioned,i'm really really sorry as i'm dead hell tired but yet blogging cuz it just suddenly came(the feeling of blogging).

and then there's anita paul,always smiling,guiding,advicing,cheering us whenever we(everyone she knows) are going thru tough times,then there's the new mother yee yee,always nagging bout this and that and a typical housewife and mother and lady..lolz..juz kidding yee yee.and then there's shah,always giving us teh ideas and i somehow or rather feels that he's an angel sent from someone to us..lolz..

i duno but i really miss those times that i spent in metro.i wished times could be like that over here but i know that it just can't.there's one more person i however would love to mention.someone that has been supporting me in everything i do,giving me the strength,courage,belief,conidence and everything i need to pull things off,always advicing me,forgiving me and best of all,loving me for who i am and what i am not.




Bb,you have been everything to me and u mean the world to me.In ppl's eye,they believed that we wouldn't make it thru but we did.i juz hope that u understand how much i love you and i really missed every single happy,beautiful and special breathtaking moment we spent together.like u said,its just a month away and we'll reunite under the beautiful moonlit skies and the beautiful memories and feelings that kept us going on and on and on......




thank you for everything that you've done for me,the patience u showed me,the courage that you gave me,the srength you passed me,the memories you gave me,the countless times you reassured me,and the undying and unlimited love that you showered me..i love you dear and i'm missing you very much even though i dont mention it.i love you dear,always and forever..




p/s:i'm off to the farm to work this thursday.cows,vegetable,insects,the sun and the heat,and the soils will be my new best frens..

*inconsolable*

i'm really sorry for the long long layoff from upadting this crappy blog.i'm really sorry for those followers of poolerbuoy.blogspot and i'm really sorry..the reason the updates hasn't been coming in is due to the fact that i;ve been really busy with all my assignments,presentations and all the mid sem tests and exams.in simpler terms?in 1 week=1 mcq test,2 assignments due,2 presentations all in a space of 5 days?thats how busy i was.

the otehr reason was due to the fact that i've lost then connectivity cable for this trusty phone of mine and because of that,i juz cant put up the photos from my phone and on to this blog.

so why suddenly i decided to psot sumthing today?is it cuz i'm finally free from all the uni crappy stuffs and shit?wrong..did i finally found my cable?wrong again..i was watching this video from youtube and then i cam across this video by(WARNING:MIGHT BE CONSIDERED GAY TO CERTAIN INDIVIDUALS THAT HATES BOYBAND AND CONSIDERS THEM GAY.IF U HAPPEN TO FALL IN THIS PARTICULAR CATEGORY,PLZ GET OUT OF www.poolerbuoy.blogspot.com) the backstreet boys.they recently came out with a new song and i find it quite interesting...i duno about u guys.call me gay(my gf would certainly testify against that),call me pussy(perform a body check on me if u please),call me sissy(i've got no comment on that) but i juz find a liking to this song..so guys,enjoy..




"...Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
'Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you, to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable.."

p/s:i'm gonna be home soon...soon... =)

*the sentimental one*

i was supposed to be studying for my upcoming exam this friday,but i juz can;t seem to concentrate..btw,i'm in uni..yup!studying in uni's abacus lab..lolz..its a 24 hours lab btw..so anyway,an hour plus into studyin,my mind started to wander and im sitting in front of the computer..and with an totally empty mind,i opened microsoft word and simply started typing stuffs..the result?


"My whole life, it seems
I've spent only waiting
For the perfect woman
My mind's always painting

I've searched and searched
But the end's all alike
I'll go to bed empty
Sleep alone for the night

Suddenly, my hopes grow limp
My portrait fades to bland
I realize that my search must end
There is no perfect woman

But you proved me wrong
You showed me what's right
And handed back that paintbrush
To paint again tonight

But there is no need to paint
My work is nearly done
Because of her the colors returned
The light of love has won

My whole life of waiting
Has someone to end my strife
My dream has been accomplished:
The portrait came to life"


those who know me might feel that this isnt mine..but well,it aint mine alrite..it came from my mind..and to whom its dedicated to?i guess,thats a question that doesnt need answering..


have a nice day ppl..




p/s:you taught me how to love,but i'm glad that u never taught me how to stop and everything that i understood,i understand it cuz i love and being love. =)

*studying*

i love this picture..doesn't it shows the truth when we seem to be studying?some may agree some may not,but for me..i definitely agree!! =)



*courtesy of desmond*

p/s:stil missing u much..muacks.. =)