where do i stand?

since the first time we saw each other,
and the first time we traded smiles,
and after the first time we said hi to each other,
as a sign of courtesy,
where did i stand?

when we were formally introduced,
exchanged phone numbers and missed calls,
when we both texted each other all nite long,
talking on the phone for almost hours,
where did i stand?

when we both went out for the first time,
the first mamak we had together,
after all the movies we watched together,
not forgetting dinners n all those places that we stomped our mark,
where did i stand?

after all those countless jokes about the past,present and future,
after all those sarcasm we threw at each other,
after all those beyond hours of talks on the phone,
laughing at each other's stupidity,
where do i stand?

after all those emo sessions,
after talks on the things we planned to do in the future,
after all those complaints on all the problems we faced
and those bastards that are backstabbing us,
where did i stand?

after ages knowing you,
after knowing so much about you,
and u knowing the same about me,
would u blame me if i were to ask,
where do i stand?

meeting you was a great chapter in my book of life,
knowing u further makes it a miracle,
falling for u however wasnt on the list of options given,
but fell for u i did..
so for now,after all things that has been said and done,
all i asked of u now,is to give me the answer to the question frequently asked,
where do i stand?

i do not mean as a friend,
i do not mean as a mate.
i do not mean juz another coll fren,
i certainly don't mean as a brother..
so please,lemme know,
where do i stand?
in ur heart,mind,body and soul...

if the price to pay for the answer,
is beyond of wat i can afford,
then so be it.
for the answer is worth more than wat money could ever buy.
so tell me now,
where do i stand in you..?